Needingto Move Away

I need to move near Brett. I can't be here anymore. People are not willing to change and I can't deal with the stuff that they do around me and around each other.It is so hard to watch. I need to move on with my life.I tried, now I am done.

Need to Tell

I need to tell my parents howI feel about Brett. It's so hard to be away from him for so long and in such a distance. I want to be with him. Wish me luck.

What to Do

I wantto be with Brett. It's not fair we are so far away. I miss him so much. He told me I could be his assistant to the manager. I want to be payed and not to work with him. I want to be near him. It's so hard. I dream of starting a life with him where we were both working, but not at the same place.

Another Day

I am now writingon a lonely day where I havenonone tosee.I am tired of being alone. But I would be rather be lonely and alone than be in a crowd and feel lonely. Where do I go. I need stuff. I am actually going to finally do something that is worth my while. I ill be a ISP (Independent Service Provider). I hope that this will work. I can't wait. I am going somewhere. Unless, Brett wants me to be swoop up in his arms and take me away, I don't mind that.

Feeling discouraged

I feel unhappy. I have new coounselor who won't listen to me. I have no say how I want things done. I need to tell her what I am doing. I guess she is new. I know what I want. In am sad. I want to go back to school and get my degree. the other one was for mom and dad, this one is for me. I feel somewhat lonely. I can't wait to tell Brett. If I have to, I will sell things so I can afford to go back to school. Maybe I should do things on my own. I will sell things soI can buy books. If I have to, I will live on the streets to finish my degree in accounting. I need to see people after that talk. I am so unhappy.

I have a change of Plans

I want to go back to school for my BS in Accounting. I deserve it. I have to do it. I feel it in me. I may move further than I need to go. I have to doit.