Here Abain

I am home bored. I do have homework to do but I want to doo something else. I wish I can do something fun.Idon't have friends to call me. They have their own lives. I don't want to bother them. I am more than half way done with the semester, can't wait till it's done. I want to take theater and singing class next semester. I want to laugh again.I am tired of being sad, its time to be happy again.

It's been a While

I started school semester. I had my midter for my buinsess 100 class. Next I take one for my business english class. I am nothappy. I can't do this anymore. I feel that I can't do anything tha ill make me happy. I need som help but I am not sure what to ask for. I have to meet with my counselor over at the daisabled office I think next weekfor next semester's schedule. But, I don't know if I want to fininsh school anymore. I feel lost. Idon't if I wantto go back. I wish I can have afamily ofmy own. But, how am I going to support myself financilly. I feel like a looser right now. I want to call a friend but I know whatshe will say. I feel like I'm alone sometimes. It's not fair. I want to be near Brett,but what am I suppose to do there. I don'twantto be a housewife. I need mor purpose than that. Some of the friends I have here in town are busy doing their own thing. I cn't bother them, can I. One hasa kid, the other is so selfish, and I can't deal with that. I have my family, but they have life of their own. I am alone. I'm just alone. I am back. I got a calll from Brett and my friend Heather. God, I think you are watch me, thank you.