Feeling Sort of Confused

Okay, I am here in my apartment. I have a final tomorrow, which I think I am ready for. I don't even know if I really care how I am doing in school anymore. I don't know if I will finish or go back to school. I do have a degree. I need to be with Brett but I feel that I think I have something going on here. I don't know. I want to do alot. Maybe I should go to school to just sing. That is all I got-- my voice. I am tired of living alone and I do love Brett. Maybe we can find something for me to do in Alamosa. I need to be with him. It would be nice to bbe near my boyfriend than near my ex-boyfriends--don't you think?

Now What?

It is the week of finals. I only haf to take one out of two of my classes; fortunately i was excused by my intorduction to business instructor to not take the final because I passed the class with an A. Now, I don't know what to do with my self. I could study for my other class, which would be the logical thing to do, or I could plan to do something fun after I am done with that final. I want to start a tradition where some of the cousins would bake something for the holidays. I wanted to do that last year. I think I should do it myself because it seems to take to much time wasted to wait for things to happen. I will do things by myself. If other people want to join me, then the more the merrier. I would like to do candy or cookies, anything to make the holidays feel festive. I could do my traditional brownies and apple coffee cake. I can't wait. I will bake them even if I have to get the ingredients by myself.