I'm Tired of This

I want change. I am exercising but not getting any results. I need to see more constancy withthe exercises we do.. I need change. I might have to stop my membership and find someone else to work out with.

Frustrated

I am mad that my aunt when to the bathroom with me atmy cousin's wedding show. I know that I am blind but I am 32 years old and don't needa shaperone [sorryingfor the spelling]. Maybe it's a culturing thing or my aunt feels sorry for me, or maybe she is scared forme because I would be in the bathroom by myself. I can't deal with it anymore. I have toleave. I don'tbelong here. I live near people who are pretty shady and my parents I think want meto live near them. This was one of the stupidest things I have done yet. This was a mistake moveing nearthem. I can't deal with this anymore.

What to Do?

I amnot sure what \I am doing.I hate toask formoney from an organization. I know I need to find a way to get money to payfor my education. But I don't if I should I am staying of leaving with Brett. Idon't want to be completely dependent on him. I want to be self-sufficient that is why I want to be back to school. The degree I got is really not a specific one. I want to be an accountant.