Feelings for Today

Well, nothing new is going on, yet. We are going to the CCB convention on Friday through the weekend. I am excited about it. I can't wait to meet new people. I hope I get to work out soon. I hate sitting all the time but what can I do. I feel alone. I have nobody to walk with. The puppy needs to walk!

Just Thincking

I wish I could have nice things like a nice house, wear nice thingslike dresses and makeup. I know I could I am already 34 years old. But I feel that I am not that person. I can only wish those things. I wish I could go to church every Sunday, pray the rossary with out any problems. I wish I could walk every day. I wishI could have friends to call me every day. I miss the friends I hadin Colorado. It was so nice. We were all in the same boat. Blind, unemployed, we had the same needs. We were socially in the same things. We were one family.

I am Paranoid

My brother and I are in a vending machine business, at least we are trying to start one. I feel really paranoid because noone has contacted us and I feel so dejected about it. I hope out there someone will want to put the machine in their business. It's so hard right now. I cannot deal with this anymore. I need my brother to perk up a little bit so I feel that he has the attitude that we can do it. I feel that I am in it alone sometimes. I think this is the wrong business for us. We want a business but this is not it.