Need to Tell

I need to tell my parents howI feel about Brett. It's so hard to be away from him for so long and in such a distance. I want to be with him. Wish me luck.

What to Do

I wantto be with Brett. It's not fair we are so far away. I miss him so much. He told me I could be his assistant to the manager. I want to be payed and not to work with him. I want to be near him. It's so hard. I dream of starting a life with him where we were both working, but not at the same place.

Another Day

I am now writingon a lonely day where I havenonone tosee.I am tired of being alone. But I would be rather be lonely and alone than be in a crowd and feel lonely. Where do I go. I need stuff. I am actually going to finally do something that is worth my while. I ill be a ISP (Independent Service Provider). I hope that this will work. I can't wait. I am going somewhere. Unless, Brett wants me to be swoop up in his arms and take me away, I don't mind that.